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Its one of those things that just eats away, slowly killing what's left of me I'm starting to fade.
Family just looks away as I deal with this breakdown, feeling left out and broken.
Back stabbing friends just walk by with their hurtful eyes, I can hear their lies how they wish I would just die. Meanwhile acting like I don't see who they are, how they point that gun of lies at my head and pull the trigger.
I fall to my knees banging pleading for a new life a new beginning, laughter and names bring me back to reality and I realize I'm on the ground with everyone around.
Close my eyes hope life is just a big lie, and I find my self out side. Standing on a edge on this cliff called a break down with this last step to end this troubled life, foot leaves ground and I hear only one sound.
The beat of the thing keeping me alive thoughts kept rushing thorough my mind, I could see my past how I always came last, how I wasted my life.
People walking over me taking advantage of my kindness, taking me fore granted. Falling faster and faster wondering what will comes after, I hit the ground and I hear no sound.
Breathing stops life is gone, or maybe I'm wrong. Slowly That sound begins, that beating.. that thing in my chest , why have I been given a second chance?
I come to sitting on the ground with that laughter all around at the school grounds. Back stabbing friends look on with their eyes wishing I would die.
Standing up I smile letting them know I'll be around for awhile. I wont lose this fight I wont let them say those lies, I wont give in, hell is what I'll give them.
You have to know what's its like to die before you know how it feels to be alive,
and I never felt so alive!!
Family just looks away as I deal with this breakdown, feeling left out and broken.
Back stabbing friends just walk by with their hurtful eyes, I can hear their lies how they wish I would just die. Meanwhile acting like I don't see who they are, how they point that gun of lies at my head and pull the trigger.
I fall to my knees banging pleading for a new life a new beginning, laughter and names bring me back to reality and I realize I'm on the ground with everyone around.
Close my eyes hope life is just a big lie, and I find my self out side. Standing on a edge on this cliff called a break down with this last step to end this troubled life, foot leaves ground and I hear only one sound.
The beat of the thing keeping me alive thoughts kept rushing thorough my mind, I could see my past how I always came last, how I wasted my life.
People walking over me taking advantage of my kindness, taking me fore granted. Falling faster and faster wondering what will comes after, I hit the ground and I hear no sound.
Breathing stops life is gone, or maybe I'm wrong. Slowly That sound begins, that beating.. that thing in my chest , why have I been given a second chance?
I come to sitting on the ground with that laughter all around at the school grounds. Back stabbing friends look on with their eyes wishing I would die.
Standing up I smile letting them know I'll be around for awhile. I wont lose this fight I wont let them say those lies, I wont give in, hell is what I'll give them.
You have to know what's its like to die before you know how it feels to be alive,
and I never felt so alive!!
I had a lot on my mind, so I started to write. writing is a way for me to vent, I guess a lot of writers do that.
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wow i love the part where u said hold the gun of lies and pull the trigger. it painted such a vivid picture