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So Alive

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Its one of those things that just eats away,  slowly killing what's left  of me I'm starting to fade.
Family just looks away as I deal with this breakdown,  feeling left out and broken.

Back stabbing friends just walk by with their  hurtful eyes, I can hear their lies   how they wish I would just die. Meanwhile acting like I don't see who they are, how they  point that gun  of lies at my head and pull the trigger.

I fall to my knees banging  pleading  for a new life  a new beginning,  laughter and names bring me back to  reality  and I realize I'm on the ground with everyone around.

  Close my eyes  hope  life is just a big lie, and I find my self out side. Standing on a edge  on this cliff called a break down with this  last step  to end this troubled life, foot leaves ground and I hear only one sound.

The beat of the thing keeping me alive  thoughts kept rushing thorough my mind, I could see my past how I always came last, how  I wasted my life.

People walking over me taking advantage of  my kindness,  taking  me fore granted.  Falling  faster and faster  wondering what will comes after, I hit the ground  and I hear no sound.

Breathing stops life is gone, or maybe I'm wrong. Slowly That sound begins,  that beating.. that thing in my chest , why have I been given a second chance?

I come to sitting on the ground with that laughter all around at the school grounds.  Back stabbing friends look on with their eyes  wishing I would die.

Standing up I smile letting them know I'll be around for awhile. I wont lose this fight  I wont let them say those lies,  I wont give in, hell is what I'll  give them.

You have to know what's its like to die before you know how it feels to  be alive,
                                               and I never felt so alive!!
I had a lot on my mind, so I started to write. writing is a way for me to vent, I guess a lot of writers do that.
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Madwise96's avatar
wow i love the part where u said hold the gun of lies and pull the trigger. it painted such a vivid picture